though most of them are the pre-panic attacks, because before it turns into one i tell myself to calm down or i scream internally or i merely twit about my exam anxiety.
one of the reasons why sleep takes a long time because i unconsciously think of the things i have not done and calculate the time i have left before the exam day.6 papers in a span of a week is not very preferable, you know.
and the knowledge of my current situation does not exactly help.i have not even finished reading and understanding.what more revising.and speed writing.because really sometimes 3 hours is really not enough to write everything in your head.and of course your hand also has to get used to the excessive writing. =)
and what more frustrating is that i tend to think ok i have done enough to get a decent grade but no, trials prove it otherwise, telling you that well, you still do not understand the subject enough to do well.
but reading the Word of God always helps.and one particular verse did.just to help me sleep better.it's strange how many times God uses the word sleep or lie down often in the Bible.like in Psalm 23 where one part says lie down in green pastures.one thing that came to my mind was that sleep connects with trusting God that no matter what He will be there right beside us. i know that sometimes good grades would not come ( well that is because I actually deserve it, for my utter laziness). but one thing soo comforting is that He promised to be by our side forever. =)
okay.the verse.it's Prov 3: 24
"You can go to bed without fear;
you can lie down and sleep soundly."
of course if you read the entire chapter, it's actually about having discernment then you will have these things la.
but the verse really spoke to me in another sense.
it's beautiful.
that i can go to bed without fear,without worries.i can sleep soundly.say no to insomnia!
hehe.yeah.
these days.i learn to trust God even more.through my weaknesses.and the verse really helps me to sleep with a smile on my face =).
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